Welp, back to having black toe nails. The joys of basketball and everyone who happens to step on my feet, why guys? It da hutsss so much :(
I get a little excited every time I get a new email, but disappointed when it’s not a new follower. How bipolar of me, funny thing is, half of my followers don’t even like what I write haha
I forget about my own problems and try to help others, which leaves me pondering at night. Maybe I could get an extra hour of sleep if I’m just abit more selfish, but thankfully my dog keeps nudging me for company so I’m not too bored.
Today my dad got my mom a new car. The most hilarious thing though, is that my dads shirt was inside out, and my mom noticed it. I didn’t even realize it after 2 hours LOL. But thank you mommy, I’m not the best son but I just hope you’re proud. I love both my parents, its just indifferent to tell them when they already know, I mean its not like I have a problem telling them that, they know I love them so I don’t have to say it, its our bond I guess. I just hope things go.well for my aunt…. I know she misses my uncle…
Today marks the third consecutive night where you were included in my various dreams and how each day I have an excruciating headache to where my right eye is slightly swollen. I don’t know what this means; you excluded me out of your life and I’m reciprocating to fend for myself, but I have nothing to preserve. Sometimes I don’t want to be optimistic and blurt out all my negatives. I honestly don’t mean to hurt you or anybody, but sometimes things have to be said no matter how blunt. You said it was sad that I would watch you walk away. It wasn’t my choice, I tried to work it out, but you were the one who didn’t fight to stay. So don’t give me your shit and try to frame me for when I said I’d always be there for you.
Why can’t I just go to fucking sleep
How do we go about being friends without provoking either one’s feelings?
Forgot how soothing piano music is, ahhhh the wonders of life!
Doing something different this year for springbreak. Some time and space I need for myself, cause I’m tired of the let downs. Fuck it all, I just wanna focus on me, but I struggle to. I still have trust issues, I mean I can be openly honest in conversation but I learned that nobody cares for your shit, so suck it up. Don’t stick around if you don’t matter
Just 1 more hour, thus I become a carnivore and stuff my face
Sometimes I forget I’m being sarcastic, I think this is a problem or successful troll, too successful.
